Salaam Sayyidi and Salaam to everyone
1.Sayyidi,last year you wrote a sentence:
“Sadly for me to be truthful is far more suited than being pious”
I could not understand it that time. Now I am beginning to see the depths of these words. All I can say is thank you.
2. It has been more than eight years I have been performing five times prayer a day.
But all these years I saw nothing.
I experienced nothing.
No sign of any Divine Ray.
All I see is my Self repeating verses of the Quran, making Dhikr, standing up,bowing down and so on.
I feel like a hypocrite, Nafs thinks that it is doing an extemely pious deed while there is no connection with Allah whatsoever.
What might the possible reason behind this? Any hint?